And so sometimes when we get upset because a person is not being honest and vulnerable with us, the issue is that we don’t believe they exist. We filter out what doesn’t fit our “persona”. We forget that it is difficult to talk with someone if we don’t believe they exist.

And sometimes, we are unwilling to give up our “personas” because it means we would have to be vulnerable ourselves, even if it just means something as simple as admitting we were wrong in our presumptions.

It is important to realize that we all do this. Because of the fall, we are creatures of misinterpretation. Understanding that we are misinterpreters is part of learning to get to know people. When we realize we do this often, we don’t hold on to those “personas” very tightly, and we are willing to have your “personas” destroyed. In fact, we expect to have false ideas about people and begin actively listening to others in order to destroy our false perspectives about them in a search to truly get to know who they are.

In Isaiah 58, God says,

And let him return to the Lord,
And He will have compassion on him,
And to our God,
For He will abundantly pardon.
“For My thoughts are not your thoughts,
Nor are your ways My ways,” declares the Lord.
“For as the heavens are higher than the earth,
So are My ways higher than your ways
And My thoughts than your thoughts.

God calls us to come as we are, filthy sinners, and to enjoy the richest of fare. We don’t pay for it with our own pecuniary resources of holiness. We cannot make things right or bring justice. We cannot pay for our wrongs. But through Jesus Christ, God calls . . .

Ho! Every one who thirsts, come to the waters;
And you who have no money come, buy and eat.
Come, buy wine and milk
Without money and without cost.
“Why do you spend money for what is not bread,
And your wages for what does not satisfy?
Listen carefully to Me, and eat what is good,
And delight yourself in abundance.

Cease striving, know that Jesus Christ is God, and behold the works of the Lord. Justice was met through the cross of Jesus Christ. Jesus took on the punishment we deserved. He filled both our need for justice as well as God’s justice. He has reconciled us to God. He makes wars to cease. And He calls out to us, “Come all who are weary and burdened, come find the justice you are looking for, come find rest from you labor.” He will be exalted and bring a people to Himself among the nations

Psalm 31, is a song describing God’s reaction to the sinner. He states that in the midst of our sin, we should, “Be not like a horse or a mule, without understanding, which must be curbed with bit and bridle, or it will not stay near you.” Often in our sin, we don’t want to come to Him, we are like a stubborn mule. But in His tender love, He cries out, while it is called Today, “Come.”

Are your conversations about your worth? If you are fighting for significance, to be worth something, to be right, to have it all together . . . you have already failed and have become foolish. Wisdom is not found in ourselves. The beginning of wisdom is to fear the LORD. In dying, we find life. We were not made to find our own way, nor to be alone. We were made to be in a loving relationship with God. And in looking to Jesus, we know Truth, for truth and wisdom is found in a person. So let us reject our foolish attempts for glory and self-wisdom and accept what Jesus did for us at the cross and run into the loving arms of Jesus.

As God’s love washes over me, I am learning that I don’t have to figure it all out. I don’t have to run to and fro. There is only one place I need to run. And that is into the arms of Jesus. When I come to Him, He doesn’t always give me the answers I was searching for or I thought I needed or make it so that I have it all figured out. Instead of listening to us and fixing it, He loves us. . . He holds me in His arms and gives me Himself. I don’t think the deep longings of our heart is to have everything fixed, I think the deep longing of our hearts are by a man who has given everything for us. It is a person, not an understanding, that meets our needs.

God cares for us. He says that He knows our needs. And we can trust Him. We are more valuable than lilies and sparrows.

“. . . casting all your anxieties on him, because he cares for you.”

There she stood clothed, yet naked
Before Him who looked into her
heart.
Fire and judgment stirred relentlessly
And searched . . .

She looked into His eyes and saw
severity
He did not penetrate her heart purposelessly
But was determined

She could no longer stand and fell . . .

His arms wrapped around her and
He held her close
“My child, my child, come close”

She looked into His eyes once again
And was consumed by His love.
And, and . . .
Amazed by the beauty He saw.
And yet His gaze had not changed.

Also see: Known

“All Scripture is breathed out by God and profitable for teaching, for reproof, for correction, and for training in righteousness, that the man of God may be competent, equipped for every good work.” – 2 Timothy 3:16

If you do not love the voice of your Beloved, then forget it. You’ve run in vain. 1 John says that if we are in Him, we will love His commands. This is not a hard thing. As I mentioned before Jesus’ words are romantic. And if we love Christ we will respond to His romance. If we love Him, we will obey His commands. Not only this but the scripture also says that the scripture is living and active. It works on us to obey. I think we often have the picture of the scripture as being a persuasive thing, when in reality it is effective. We all know that God’s word doesn’t return to Him void. When I read and meditate on God’s word it changes my life.
I like this quote: “God’s Word is like a lion: powerful, living, and active. We believe the lion is “caged” when it is used improperly as a pragmatic guidebook, platform for politics, for perpetual therapy, or for phony experience. The Church is responsible to uncage this lion and watch it run and triumph. And it will triumph, for it is the inspired and inerrant Word of God, the only infallible rule of faith and practice.”

I also like how Jesus said that we must come to Him with faith like a child. This doesn’t mean that the father doesn’t teach his child complicated or deep things. What it means is that the child trusts his father and believes him when he teaches him hard and deep things.

b. By faith we are we love others. (Unfortunately, I don’t have time here to go into this more deeply. Although it is vital and must accompany your faith.)

If Christ washes us with His word, how important is the scriptures in our lives?

How passionate are you to love His word? How receptive are you to His romance?

If the scripture is living and active, is not understanding it a reason not to read it?

Are there scriptures that cause you to tremble? Do you avoid them, or do you respond with the faith of a child? (read Isaiah 66:1,2)

Additional readings: Isaiah 66:1,2; 1 Corinthians 2:4,5; 1 John

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I say to the LORD, “You are my Lord;
I have no good apart from you.”

I asked yesterday, “Are you capable of Righteousness? . . . No, a resounding No, I have no good thing apart from God (Psalm 16:2). I bring no more to him, now, than I brought at the beginning of my salvation. . .. This is the freedom of the Gospel, we cannot earn it, we cannot prove anything, we can only trust in the work that Christ has done.

We must come to understand that our greatest righteousness is like filthy rags. We have nothing to offer Him, He has everything to offer us, and He alone gets the glory.

I recently visited my 3-year-old niece. Her parents don’t back down on teaching her about the Gospel and the scriptures. They know a child can understand the deep things of God. It’s great to be able to talk with a three-year-old about God! I was talking with her and asked her if she was going to be obedient to her parents. She had this look on her face of knowing that if she said yes that she would be lying. I told her, “You can ask God to help you to obey your parents, you know that, right.” She looked at me (she was so cute!) and said “Yes”. My niece at 3 years old understood her need for the Gospel in order to be able to obey her parents. . .. We need Him too.

How does the fact that we have nothing to offer God, and God has everything to offer us affect your Christian walk?

Additional readings: Galatians, Isaiah 42:8, Isaiah 61:3b, Colossians 1:29

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1 John 1:8
“If we say we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us.”

I was talking with someone recently. He was telling me of his struggles in feeling that he had to be a “godly Christian” to fit in at the church he was at. He struggled to perform certain set of prescribed things to fit that image or the vision that the church had. He said that the message he had heard from the church was that God has saved you, so you can stop sinning, when in reality the message of the gospel is that Christ has saved us because we sin. He was telling me that he was now learning about the gospel and how it applied to him as a believer. And as he came to understand this, he began to be able to walk in what the Bible says a godly Christian is to be.
When we base our Christian walk on how well we do or what a “godly Christian” is, we become actors trying to fit the image of what this is thought to be. But when we come to God by grace and grace alone, we are free to be real. Because it is not about impressing men or God, for God does not need to be impressed.

My question is: Are you capable of Righteousness?

Are you real with others or do you act like you are Righteous?

Additional readings: Isaiah 6:1-7, Psalm 16:2, Galatians

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After hearing this story, I could hear Christ saying, “Look into my eyes, let my eyes be your mirror.” I thought about this, and I questioned whether or not I wanted this. I don’t want to just be told that I am loved. I want to face my sin. I want to have victory over it. I do not just want to be told that I am wonderful and still be left in my sin. Then I thought about Jesus’ gaze, the gaze that penetrates the deepest parts of the heart, leaving nothing unsearched. How it is stern and loving. Jesus says, “Look into my eyes.” I realized that His gaze not only searches the inmost being, but it also purifies the deepest sin.

As we look into His eyes we see such great love, as He holds us in His arms and tells us that we are lovely. How could this be? A gaze so piercing and yet it contains such an enravished and gentle love, one drop being more than all the poems could contain. One drop bringing healing to our hurting heart. Such a love that makes you forget about yourself and abandon all as you are enraptured in romance of the Beloved. Now, all that matters is being with Him.

I also came to realize, if our eyes are on Jesus then we will be doing what Jesus is doing as Jesus did what the Father was doing. When we trust Him fully with our hearts we will go where He goes. Romance is at the heart of sanctification and holiness.

So let us, look into His eyes and let Him be our mirror. “Behold the Lamb of God, who takes away the sin of the world.” This is not a gaze into our idea or concept of who Jesus is. But it is the gaze of a broken and contrite heart that trembles at God’s word and allows His truth to run wild and rule as a lion, without compromise. It is a humble walk before our Creator and Lord. It is a gaze that lets Christ be who He is and a gaze that allows us to be who He is creating us to be.

“But you are a chosen race, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, a people for God’s own possession, so that you may proclaim the excellencies of Him who has called you out of darkness into His Marvelous light . . .” 1 Peter 2:9

She looked into His eyes and saw
     severity
He did not penetrate her heart purposelessly
     But was determined

She could no longer stand and fell . . .

His arms wrapped around her and
     He held her close
“My child, my child, come close”

She looked into His eyes once again
      And was consumed by His love.
And yet His gaze had not changed.

Also see: Naked